I didn’t know what to say. I reached for her elbow, and she let me hold it for one second before pulling away.
“That isn’t who you are, Diane.”
“It’s who I’ve been,” she said, sighing. “And I hate it.”
We stopped outside Room 412.
“I’ve been jealous.”
There was laughter inside, real, surprised, gasping laughter! Lily’s laughter was the kind I hadn’t heard in months!
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Diane put her hand on the door. She finally looked at me, her eyes wet.
“I tried to convince myself that he was turning her into a spectacle,” she whispered.
“But listen to her, Diane. He’s giving her back to herself,” I replied.
Her voice cracked.
“I can hear it now.”
She pushed the door open, and I held my breath as I stepped through.
She finally looked at me.
I stepped inside and froze.
Aaron sat beside Lily’s bed, both of them laughing so hard that she was holding her stomach. And behind him, lined up in the hallway like some impossible parade, were a dozen boys with freshly shaved heads.
It was the whole soccer team, two of Aaron’s teachers, and even the young hospital chaplain, rubbing his bare scalp and grinning!
“Come see, come see,” Nurse Maria called, signaling to me as she lifted her phone.
She’d been filming the whole thing.
I stepped inside and froze.
***
In the clip, one by one, they popped into the room.
Coach Daniels bent down and bowed dramatically. Lily clapped, her thin hands trembling, her eyes shining in a way I hadn’t seen in months.
“You did all this?” I asked Aaron quietly.
He shrugged. “I’ve been asking around for a couple of weeks. Everyone said yes. They just wanted me to go first.”
I turned to Diane. Her arms had dropped to her sides, and tears were streaming down her face.
“I couldn’t say it on the phone,” she whispered. “I tried. I just kept thinking, look what your son did, and I couldn’t finish the sentence.”
Coach Daniels bent down.
“Diane,” I said, moving closer to my friend.
“I’ve been so jealous of him, Rachel. I sit there, I can’t do anything, and he just walks in, and she’s lively again.”
I pulled her into my arms right there in the doorway. She sobbed into my shoulder, and I held on tighter.
“We’re not rivals,” I said. “We’re in this together.”
***
Six weeks later, Lily’s scans came back, and a miracle had happened: the treatment was working!
“We’re not rivals.”
***
Diane and I sat on my porch that evening, drinking tea and watching the sun go down.
Aaron’s hair was growing back in soft, dark patches. So was Lily’s.
I used to think I was raising a good boy. That day in the hospital, I realized my son had quietly grown into a good young man, and he’d pulled the rest of us up with him.