Seven Checks Left Untouched in a Cedar Desk Drawer

The room was completely empty. His high-backed leather chair was pushed back, still holding the slight depression of his weight, and the green glass banker’s lamp cast a bright, steady light over a large gray ledger lying flat on the desk.

I set the lunch bag down next to his brass paperweight. My eyes were drawn to the open ledger pages, where the columns of figures were written in my father’s sharp, legal hand that always looked like a series of tiny fences.

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Under the section marked Family Trust, six identical entries stood out on the white paper. On the first day of every month, starting in May, there was a debit of two thousand five hundred dollars.

There was no name next to the figures, only a blank line where the payee’s name usually sat in his corporate ledgers. I reached out and touched the edge of the paper, my index finger brushing the dried ink.