And for a moment, I forgot how to breathe.
Ethan stood on the porch.
He looked completely different.
Thinner.
Exhausted.
Rain soaked his hair and darkened the shoulders of his coat.
In one arm, he was holding a tiny newborn wrapped tightly in a hospital blanket.
In his other hand was an old suitcase with a broken handle.
“Ethan?”
My voice came out as a whisper.
His eyes lifted toward mine.
I wanted to hug him.
I wanted to demand answers.
I wanted to apologize for an entire year in one breath.
Instead, I stared at the baby.
“Where have you been?”
He said nothing.
“Whose baby is that?”
His hands were trembling so badly that the blanket shook.
“Please, Mom.”
His voice cracked.
