She asked, “How did you know something was wrong?”
I almost laughed.
“I didn’t.”
She looked surprised.
“I trusted the wrong people.”
“That’s different.”
She asked, “What would you tell someone who thinks they’re missing warning signs?”
I thought about it.
Then answered.
“Don’t punish yourself for not predicting betrayal.”
“Look at what is happening now.”
“Patterns matter more than excuses.”
I realized while saying it that I was talking to myself too.
I had spent years replaying everything.
Why did Garrett insist on making my drinks?
Why did he ask about the trust?
Why did he encourage me to see certain doctors?
Why did Penelope visit so often?
Why did he push the restructuring?
Every answer seemed obvious afterward.
But hindsight is cruel.
It turns hidden things into visible ones.
Then blames you for not seeing them earlier.
I stopped doing that.
Eventually.
Tobias married at forty-four.
Her name was Nadia.
She knew everything before the first date became serious.
I made sure of that.
Tobias laughed when I told him.
“I was going to tell her.”
“When?”
“Soon.”
“No.”