“Yes.”
“Is Elias the father?”
“I thought he was.”
I opened my eyes.
“What does that mean?”
“I mean I’m not sure anymore.”
That sentence sat between us like a door neither of us wanted to open.
Brenda spoke quickly. “I found messages. Cynthia has been pushing him to marry you for over a year. Not just because of the apartment. There’s something else. She kept saying your father owed their family.”
“My father?”
“Yes.”
“My father doesn’t know Cynthia.”
“I don’t think that’s true.”
A chill moved through me despite the afternoon warmth.
“What exactly did you find?”
“Old emails. Not many. Elias deleted most things, but he’s bad at emptying archived folders. There was one from Cynthia to someone named Paul. It said, ‘Jonathan Wilson’s daughter is the cleanest way back in.’”
My hand went cold around the phone.
Paul.
I knew that name.
Not well. Not clearly. More like a shape from childhood, a voice in another room, my parents arguing after they thought I had gone to sleep.
Paul Mercer.
My mother’s younger brother.
My uncle.
A man who had vanished from our lives when I was twelve.
I had been told he moved overseas after a business disagreement with my father. My mother cried for weeks. My father never spoke his name again.
“Send me the email,” I said.
“I can’t. Not yet.”
“Brenda.”
“I’m scared.”
“So am I.”
Her breath hitched.
For the first time since the wedding, I wondered whether Brenda had been less an enemy than another piece on Cynthia’s board. That did not make her innocent. It did not erase the recording. But fear has a texture, and hers did not feel performed.
“Meet me,” she whispered.
“No.”
“Please. Somewhere public. I’ll bring what I found.”
“Send it to my attorney.”
“If Cynthia finds out, she’ll make Elias take everything from my apartment. He has a key.”
“Then change your locks.”
“I can’t. It’s his lease.”
I pressed my fingers against my forehead.
Every answer opened another room.
“Why should I trust you?”
“You shouldn’t,” Brenda said. “But you should listen.”
Behind me, the kitchen door opened. Rebecca stepped onto the patio, saw my face, and stopped.
I looked at her and said into the phone, “Where?”
Brenda named a café in Oakland near Lake Merritt.
“Tomorrow morning,” she said. “Nine. I’ll sit outside. I’ll wear a green coat.”
“If you don’t show?”
