“Yes.”
“Why didn’t you tell us?”
“I thought Mom and Dad remembered his name.”
“They probably do. But they didn’t know Clara was his daughter.”
Ethan walked toward the window.
Fog covered the harbor below.
“Is this why you’re marrying her?”
“No.”
“Then what is the connection?”
“He operated on me.”
“That is not all.”
Ethan stayed silent.
“Did you meet Clara before her father died?”
“Yes.”
“How long had you known her?”
“Not well.”
“Did Dr. Vale ask you to take care of her?”
His face changed.
Only slightly.
But I saw it.
“Oh, my God,” I whispered.
“Natalie.”
“He did.”
“It isn’t that simple.”
“You promised a dying man that you would care for his daughter.”
“I promised to make sure she had support.”
“And now you are marrying her.”
“Those are not the same thing.”
“They look exactly the same.”
Ethan turned toward me.
“Clara is not a debt.”
“Then why can’t you tell her everything?”
“She knows her father helped me.”
“She doesn’t know how much.”
“It is complicated.”
“No. You are making it complicated.”
My voice rose.
“She loves you, Ethan. She thinks you chose her. What if you are only trying to repay her father?”
“I’m not.”
“Then say you love her.”
He did not answer.
That silence frightened me more than any confession could have.
“You can’t marry someone out of gratitude,” I said.
“I know.”
“Do you?”
His eyes hardened.
“Leave.”
I stared at him.
“What?”
“You came here to accuse me. You’ve done that.”
“I’m trying to protect Clara.”
“No. You’re trying to protect your idea of what my life should look like.”
“That isn’t fair.”
“Neither is what you just said.”
He opened the door.
For the first time in my life, my brother asked me to leave.
Three days later, someone painted one word across Clara’s yellow door.
LIAR.
Ethan was already there when I arrived. He was scrubbing the red paint with solvent.
Clara sat on the stairs with her hands over her stomach.
She looked frightened.
A folded piece of paper rested beside her.
I picked it up.
HE DOESN’T LOVE YOU.
HE FEELS SORRY FOR YOU.
ASK HIM WHAT HE OWES YOUR FATHER.
My blood turned cold.
“Who knows?” I asked Ethan.
“Very few people.”
“Did you tell anyone?”
“No.”
Clara looked up at him.
“What do you owe my dad?”
Ethan stopped scrubbing.
“Clara—”
“What do you owe him?”
“He helped me when I was a child.”
“I know.”
“He saved my life.”
Her eyes widened.
“You did not say that.”
“I was going to.”
“When?”
“Soon.”
She stood slowly.
“Did you ask me to marry you because my dad saved you?”
“No.”
But the answer came too slowly.
Clara noticed.
Her face changed.
