“His health is declining.”
Behind Benjamin’s familiar features, I saw another truth.
Edward wasn’t simply delivering hope to a stranger.
He was preparing to lose his father.
“We can drive you home,” Wren offered softly.
Edward closed the lid of the blue box.
“You don’t have to decide today.”
Wren looked at me.
“No?”
I carefully placed the ring back inside.
“I’ve spent 62 years speaking to Benjamin as though he could still hear me.”
Although my hands continued to shake, my voice had become steady.
“If he’s close enough to answer, I’m not waiting another day.”
I looked directly at Edward.
“Take me to him.”
During the drive, I asked whether Benjamin had ever spoken about me.
“He remembers emotions better than details,” Edward replied. “Sometimes he talked about a girl wearing yellow whose hands shook.”
“Mine,” I whispered.
“The night before he left, I wore yellow because he said I looked like walking sunshine and that it made him feel brave.”
“Were you brave?”
Edward smiled faintly.
“My father always said courage meant being afraid but moving forward anyway.”
I smiled through the ache.
“He stole that from me.”
For a brief second, Edward looked so much like Benjamin that I had to turn toward the window.
I found myself imagining the life we might have shared—and the son we never had.
Then I forced myself to ask the question I had been avoiding.
“Did he marry?”
Edward’s hands tightened around the steering wheel.
“Yes.”
The single word landed harder than I expected.
“Who was she?”
“My mother helped him recover after he came home.”
“Yes.”
“Did she know about me?”
“She knew there had been someone before the war. She never knew your name.”
“Did he love her?”
Edward took several moments before answering.
“Yes.”
Benjamin had survived, built another life, and loved another woman.
Instead of feeling anger, I imagined a wounded young soldier trying to rebuild himself after losing nearly everything he once knew.
“Is she still alive?”
“She passed away five years ago.”
“I’m sorry.”
“She was a good woman.”
The words came with difficulty.
That was how I knew they were true.
A staff member greeted us outside Benjamin’s room.
“He may not recognize you, Isobel. Please don’t pressure him. If he becomes distressed, we’ll have to end the visit.”
I nodded quietly.
For sixty-two years, Benjamin had remained eighteen in my memories, with dark hair, broad shoulders, and warm hands wrapped around mine.
Behind that door waited an eighty-year-old man I no longer knew.
“What if there’s nothing left of us?”
Edward’s face softened.
“You don’t have to go in.”
Wren squeezed my hand.
I shook my head.
“No. I didn’t come all this way to be brave in a hallway.”
Benjamin sat beside the window in a wheelchair.
